6 Months...

It's been 6 months since my last post... yikes what's new... LOTS... I've grown in the photography industry... upped my skills... also upped my skills on reading people. I can now safely pull a derren brown on peeps and practically read their minds....

I'm working on reading micro expressions to up those skills too.

My birthday passed on November 1st... It marked a 1 year anniversary since the breakup with my ex and the clusterfu#k that ensued... My life CHANGED on that day....

Hearing that your ex wants to date your 18 year old cousin, isn't something one takes lightly... being a scorpio, I did not... I successfully channeled all my anger into making their life hell. Do I feel bad? Is it bad if I say no? I was mad and didn't know what do to... in retrospect now... I would have left sooner and been a lot stronger about it. We all grow at different speeds though, so alas, I grew.

The situation allowed me to grow a billion times over though... I went into a different phase in my life... jumping out of the relationship made me feel like I could no longer trust people or their true intentions. I read books on body language so I could read people versus listening to their useless words.

Have the books helped... BIG time on numerous occasions.

I'm both happy and sad for my experience, although out of it I learned a lot. I'm still afraid of pretty much........ nothing. Aside from heights and spiders, not even people scare me anymore. For that I can be thankful.

Live your life to the fullest, take in each breathe deeply and do everything intensely. Life will be much more rewarding! My last year proves this to be true.

What's next?

Christmas at Stephanes... spending time with the girlfriend... more growing, more learning. 2011 is going to be an exceptional year, trust me.